I had a rodeo this weekend. I ran a 15.4 in barrels. Yay. I had a really wide barrel though. But hey all  the barrels were left up. Three runs in a row like that.. I'm stoked. Haha. I ran a 24.4 in poles. It wasn't my best run but my new horse hasn't been ran on poles in about three years. I was happy I got that. I think I got like seventh. I was sittin 2nd overall in points.. but I lost it cuz they only give points to the top six. <-- If yall don't get that let me know and I'll try to explain it more. I didn't do so hot in goats.. and again I missed in breakaway.

I learned something this weekend though. I don't need a guy to make me happy. I was talkin to this guy and I really liked him.. and we had talked before and I had told him that it just wasn't gonna work because of rodeo and my friends. Well he still liked me and stuff and I was tryin really hard to find a way to see him. Well I went to a softball game to see him. (Dardanelle vs. Clarksville). He just ignored me and stuff and it really made me mad. Like he would talk to me but not very much. SO.. I was like ok. Then on the way out he got mad at me for steppin on his damn shoe. I didn't mean too. He was like "Quit doin that it's pissin me off" and I was like "Get over it. It's not that bigga deal. Damn!" and I walked off. I was tired of it. He left without sayin good bye. So I texted him and we kinda got into it.. ((There is more to this story.. but I don't feel like typin it all.. Sorry.)). He called me about 10:45 that night and was like I don't like people bein mad at me please don't... Well he like quit textin me before that.. Come to find out that he is datin this chick now that I go to school. I was really upset at first but now it's just like oh well. He wasn't worth it. I love the sayin {Sometimes it's better to remember what you deserve and forget how you feel}. I didn't deserve to be treated the way he treated me.. but I liked him. But I'm glad it didn't work out. It doesn't bother me anymore like I thought it would. I have talked to my friends about it and they said I deserve better and I do. I GOT MY HORSES, RODEO, AND MY FRIENDS TO MAKE ME HAPPY. I DON'T NEED A GUY!!! Haha. Guess I just figured that out though.. Oh well.. There is a time in life for everything...